im not gonna let us fall apart

have you ever felt like everything's slipping off your fingers
like you missed your chance when you could hold them tight
but just after that splitting second, its over..?

i dont want to be this wayy
but somehow i always miss the very second
being caught up in my nothingness

sooo
to all the people
im so very sorry
all your smiling faces are popping up in my head
and with a jolt i suddenly realise
im missing out so much!!!!!!!!


BOOHOO.
-sings ;; what have i done..


the best tinkerbell ever! i will email you! and finally tell you everyth thts been on my mind

stephiphi!! MONDAY MONDAY, rational bimbo! and get well soon you sickly galsxz! 2 weeks mc!!?!!? btw am very very :))))))) tht you always bother to msg me though yes sometimes im very very lazy or forget to rply :(((((((

ree+nana tmrw FINALLY!

dada AFTER PROMOS?!?! miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we mst take lotsa photos!! all tht i have of you are like, in sec3?!?!

ele girlllll. seriously, an image of your fish burger drawing appears whn i think of you. BOLD YOU SO. hpe your leg gets welly well and we both have healthy throats can finally finally sit down in macs (but they closed dwn the wisma one yknw :( and laugh at black undies / pants matching black top. haha!

hwing MISS YOU TOOOOOOO!! anw did you msg me? saw your name but accidentally deleted bfore reading. haha you! after promos! lots to tell me! +all the cj people..don, jolene, etc etc sighsigh.

and maybe when we're 80 we'll sit around with ralph lauren pillows laugh about how we had bumps in our early years and brushed off our conflicts cos we wouldve overcome them.


realise this entry is uber psychotic and full of rambles
but yes, hit by sudden realisation
and my books too!
im sorry ive been ignoring you or pretending to read you! i will..try tmrw!


and all who were there / are here / whatever, am very :) !
hehh.
<3